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[07 Sep 2010|01:38am] I hate the feeling of being ignored. And feeling empty and not feeling like you are good enough no matter how hard you try :( 3 comments|post comment

[20 Aug 2010|10:20am]  Sooo tired.  I need to learn how to get more sleep.    post comment

[19 Aug 2010|01:41am] [ mood | amused ]  So I will start doing this more for elyssa. woot. Hmm I beat year one on the lego Harry Potter game. I began year two. and I am soooo frustrated!  Jenna leaves for school saturday morning. and I am freaking out a little bit. and by a little bit I mean a lot!!  I have no idea what I am going to do.. at least I am starting school soon. So that will keep me busy.  I have been spending a lot of time with Mitchell. what else is new. I like hanging out with him. and having awkward competitions. especially since i usually win :D  I now have my permanent crown on my tooth. so no more of those stupid appts. I just go in tomorrow for xrays of my whole mouth and to get a teeth cleaning.  Well im gonna try to go get some sleep. waking up and going to work out tomorrow morning.... 5 comments|post comment

[22 Jun 2010|01:24pm]  It's really weird how things can change so drastically. and i like it. post comment

[11 May 2010|06:55pm] Music Meme Day Two A song that Makes you Happy: Journey- Don’t Stop Believin’ This is my number one all time jam. I could be having THE SHITTIEST day, and I can put this song on Sing on the top of my lungs and dance around. The words are so true Just a small town girl, living in a lonely world She took the midnight train going anywhere Just a city boy, born and raised in South Detroit He took the midnight train going anywhere A singer in a smoky room The smell of wine and cheap perfume For a smile they can share the night It goes on and on and on and on Strangers waiting, up and down the boulevard Their shadows searching in the night Streetlight people, living just to find emotion Hiding somewhere in the night Working hard to get my fill, everybody wants a thrill Paying anything to roll the dice just one more time Some will win, some will lose, some were born to sing the blues Oh the movie never ends, it goes on and on and on and on Don’t stop believing Hold on to that feeling Streetlight people post comment

[31 Mar 2010|09:25pm]  Say something funny, Say something Sweet, but DON"T say that you loved me. post comment

[08 Mar 2010|11:10pm]  I wants to do something to my hair...  I am thinking DARK DARK brown.. almost black? Wearing my extensions all the time. and Blunt straight across bangs.. i wanted to red again. but i always resort back to that.. post comment

[11 Feb 2010|12:02am] Today, right now would have been a year. Too bad i am an epic failure.  post comment

I find it kinda funny. [26 Jan 2010|12:29am] I know your type (Your type) Boy, you're dangerous Yeah, you're that guy (That guy) I'd be stupid to trust But just one night couldn't be so wrong You make me wanna lose control She was so shy Till I drove her wild I make them good girls go bad I make them good girls go bad I was hanging in the corner With my five best friends I heard that you were trouble But I couldn't resist Is it really sad that this is me like a year ago??? and i have not been the same. haha post comment

I'm Finally numb so please don't get me rescued. [16 Jan 2010|01:31am] Today I had my favorite high school teacher, Axe buy me a beer at the pub. i hung out with someone other than gilbert in what seems like ages. I remembered that i had a life before him. Sometimes you forget that. and Im going to try harder to leave him behind. because I really am tired of this bullshit. and having my heart hurt. its really hard to stay mad at him though, stupid fucking smirk. New years resolution: Work on you, Sabrina. Fuck everyone else.  post comment

[02 Jan 2010|10:07am]  Life's a bitch. Its Stressful. You have some good moments. Then you die. post comment

What do you do when life gets shitty? [20 Dec 2009|06:02pm] [ mood | Eh ]  Pump up the Gaga.  Dance like there's no tomorrow. and change your hair :) and Hope for a better new year! I SEE ELYSSA IS SHE EVER A FOOXXXXXX TOMORROW! I HAVE MISSED YOU BAYBAY! ♥   post comment

[01 Dec 2009|11:51pm] Every time I try to fly I fall, without my wings i feel so small. I guess I need you baby? post comment

[29 Nov 2009|11:16pm] Im okay :) i think i like making stupid decisions. . . p.s. being a girl SUCKS! post comment

When I caught myself, I had to stop myself, From saying something that I should have never thought. [22 Nov 2009|09:56pm] Down to you, your pushing and pulling me down to you. But I don't know what I want. No I don't know what I want. you got it, you got it. Some kind of magic. Hypnotic, Hypnotic, your leaving me breathless. I HATE THIS! I HATE THIS! Ruh Roh. Why must my life be just a series of REALLLLLLY bad decisions? Or was that a good one? NOOOO it was not. . . Do NOT screw this up! post comment

[21 Nov 2009|08:31pm] im getting pretty damn sick of the boys making fun of me about twilight. Sorry isn't a girl allowed to have an obsession??? I don't sit there and make fun of them for what they are obsessed with.. Fucking South park and King of the Hill.. They are funny.. but not needed to be watched all the FUCKING TIME! its Ridiculous. It's like HELLO, girls are partly so in love with Twilight because there are no guys out there that act like actual gentlemen, so we have to be obsessed with a book about it because it'll never be like that cause guys are retards - Krista Fedon Well said my dear. Well said. Whatever. Just whatever. Sorry Stupid Coffee Ramblings... So pretty, so smart Such a waste of a young heart What a pity, what a sham What's the matter with you, man? Don't you see it's wrong? Can't you get it right? Out of mind and outta sight Call on all your girls, don't forget the boys Put a lid on all that noise I'm a satellite heart lost in the dark I'm spun out so far you stop, I start But I'll be true to you I hear you're living out of state, running in a whole new scene You know, I haven't slept in weeks, you're the only thing I see I'm a satellite heart lost in the dark I'm spun out so far you stop, I start But I'll be true to you I'm a satellite heart lost in the dark I'm spun out so far you stop I start But I'll be true to you no matter what you do Yeah, I'll be true to you Satellite Heart <3 Anya Marina. Can't Fucking Stop Listening!! post comment

Can anybody? [20 Nov 2009|03:21am] can anybody find me...................... SOMEBODY TO LOVE!!!???? Like an Edward Cullen Type? I think this is why i can't have a crush on anybody. i have set my standards to Cullen. I am willing to settle for a Jacob Black. But I kinda have one of those.... so no. EDWARD CULLEN!! You find somebody like him, you hit me UP! 1 comment|post comment

[14 Nov 2009|10:14pm] Soooo I highly recommend finding a friend that will let you scream at the top of your lungs in their car, it frightens them and makes you feel better.. two birds with one stone. Poor Gilbert :( post comment

[13 Nov 2009|01:22am] Just Listened To "Sex on Fire" Full Blast.. Dancing Around. Full Head Banging. Booty Shaking Finally Free of all the Stupid Memories of That boy and that song i FEEL FUCKING FANTASTIC!!!! 2 comments|post comment

[09 Nov 2009|09:17pm]  I have this amazing friendship but it feels like deja vu.. (zach and sabrina)  I feel like im trying to fuck it all up..  and i don't know why. Maybe because i'm not used to things being this good? lets just say if he figures out thursday night. Its done.. post comment

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