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Pump up the Gaga.
Dance like there's no tomorrow.
and change your hair :)
and Hope for a better new year!
I SEE ELYSSA IS SHE EVER A FOOXXXXXX TOMORROW!
I HAVE MISSED YOU BAYBAY!
♥
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[10 Dec 2009|11:41pm] |
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That sucked.
i hate being opening your heart.
just to have it crushed.
im so stupid.
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[01 Dec 2009|11:51pm] |
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Every time I try to fly I fall,
without my wings i feel so small.
I guess I need you baby?
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[29 Nov 2009|11:16pm] |
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Im okay :)
i think i like making stupid decisions. . .
p.s. being a girl SUCKS!
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| When I caught myself, I had to stop myself, From saying something that I should have never thought. |
[22 Nov 2009|09:56pm] |
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I caught myself. Paramore |
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Down to you, your pushing and pulling me down to you. But I don't know what I want. No I don't know what I want. you got it, you got it. Some kind of magic. Hypnotic, Hypnotic, your leaving me breathless. I HATE THIS! I HATE THIS!
Ruh Roh. Why must my life be just a series of REALLLLLLY bad decisions? Or was that a good one? NOOOO it was not. . .
Do NOT screw this up!
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[21 Nov 2009|08:31pm] |
im getting pretty damn sick of the boys making fun of me about twilight. Sorry isn't a girl allowed to have an obsession???
I don't sit there and make fun of them for what they are obsessed with.. Fucking South park and King of the Hill.. They are funny.. but not needed to be watched all the FUCKING TIME! its Ridiculous.
It's like HELLO, girls are partly so in love with Twilight because there are no guys out there that act like actual gentlemen, so we have to be obsessed with a book about it because it'll never be like that cause guys are retards - Krista Fedon Well said my dear. Well said.
Whatever. Just whatever.
Sorry Stupid Coffee Ramblings...
So pretty, so smart
Such a waste of a young heart
What a pity, what a sham
What's the matter with you, man?
Don't you see it's wrong?
Can't you get it right?
Out of mind and outta sight
Call on all your girls,
don't forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise
I'm a satellite heart
lost in the dark
I'm spun out so far
you stop, I start
But I'll be true to you
I hear you're living out of state,
running in a whole new scene
You know, I haven't slept in weeks,
you're the only thing I see
I'm a satellite heart
lost in the dark
I'm spun out so far
you stop, I start
But I'll be true to you
I'm a satellite heart
lost in the dark
I'm spun out so far
you stop I start
But I'll be true to you no matter what you do
Yeah, I'll be true to you
Satellite Heart <3 Anya Marina.
Can't Fucking Stop Listening!!
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| Can anybody? |
[20 Nov 2009|03:21am] |
can anybody find me...................... SOMEBODY TO LOVE!!!????
Like an Edward Cullen Type? I think this is why i can't have a crush on anybody. i have set my standards to Cullen.
I am willing to settle for a Jacob Black. But I kinda have one of those.... so no. EDWARD CULLEN!! You find somebody like him, you hit me UP!
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[14 Nov 2009|10:14pm] |
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Soooo I highly recommend finding a friend that will let you scream at the top of your lungs in their car, it frightens them and makes you feel better.. two birds with one stone. Poor Gilbert :(
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[13 Nov 2009|01:22am] |
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Just Listened To "Sex on Fire"
Full Blast..
Dancing Around.
Full Head Banging.
Booty Shaking
Finally Free of all the Stupid Memories of That boy and that song
i FEEL FUCKING FANTASTIC!!!!
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[09 Nov 2009|09:17pm] |
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I have this amazing friendship
but it feels like deja vu.. (zach and sabrina)
I feel like im trying to fuck it all up..
and i don't know why.
Maybe because i'm not used to things being this good?
lets just say if he figures out thursday night. Its done..
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[05 Nov 2009|10:58pm] |
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it sucks when you like somebody.. and they keep asking about your friend gahhh
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[12 Oct 2009|11:16am] |
I'm going away for a while
But I'll be back
Don't try to follow me
'Cause I'll return as soon as possible
See, I'm trying to find my place
But it might not be here where I feel safe
We all learn to make mistakes
And run from them, from them
With no direction
We'll run from them, from them
With no conviction
'Cause I'm just one of those ghosts
Travelin' endlessly
Don't need no roads
In fact, they follow me
And we just go in circles
And now I'm told that this is life
That pain is just a simple compromise
So we can get what we want out of it
Would someone care to classify?
A broken heart and some twisted minds
So I can find someone to rely on
And run to them, to them
Full speed ahead
Oh, you are not useless
We are just
Misguided ghosts
Travelin' endlessly
The ones we trusted the most
Pushed us far away
And there's no one road
We should not be the same
But I'm just a ghost
And still they echo me
They echo me in circles
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| Where are we? What the Hell is going on? |
[11 Oct 2009|05:58pm] |
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I'm bumming pretty bad right now, and I have no idea why.. it sucks. and then of course this song comes on. It's My favorite, but it makes me sad at the same time
(Hide and Seek, Imogen Heap)
It reminds me of Zach So much. Why do I miss him?
why did i let myself fall?
Well, he's been arrested again. So I couldn't see him even if I wanted to. Which I am going to keep telling myself that i DON'T
I want to chop off my hair, I will have to settle for dying it. I'm adding blonde, probably tomorrow, since I have the day off.
It's weird... I don't know what to do with myself lately, and i feel more lonely than ever, Even though I am surrounded by friends constantly.
I miss having somebody.
I feel like I've been losing you, Each night it ends too soon.
Sorry For being so goddamn Pathetic
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[23 Sep 2009|09:34pm] |
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My friends over You. New Found Glory |
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So, I'm supposed to be moving out soon, about damn time. Im 20 years old.
So i'm moving in with Nate, and Hopefully my brother. Cuz i think that i would feel better if Wade was there.
This presents a complication though, cuz i have a crush on Nate... BAD hahah
i see this presenting a problem. So i just need to get the fuck over it .
It's weird though, he's the first boy that i've really liked since Zach. So at least that its progress. yay Me.
In other news.. I now have internet at mi casa. Yay.
and i got a Kitty!
She is calico and cute and i named Her Isabella Luna. Bella for short.
Yeah, Im obsessed with twlight. So what?
Okay, Im done for now.
LOVE LOVE
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[16 Sep 2009|08:50pm] |
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This One is for KFED. she is sitting across from me trying to seduce me with the song that i want to play at my wedding
and I LIKE IT.
Sabs got a laptop.. woooot
and shes getting a new car soon
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[12 Apr 2009|10:37am] |
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i called 46 times.. and you answered on the 47th
and life is okay again?
and i think me and zach are ok?
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[11 Feb 2009|05:11pm] |
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i think that i just ruined the best thing that happened to me
without it even starting
im an idiot
an idiot in love
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[04 Feb 2009|08:19pm] |
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i love leaving your worries behind.
i think im in like again. gah
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[04 Jan 2009|11:10pm] |
1) Was 2008 a good year for you?
it was good and bad, i figured out a lot about myself though
2) What was your favorite moment of the year?
i had a lot of them, but im going to say the month of november was pretty damn awesome
3) What was your least favorite moment of the year?
all the stuff that happened with matt. and falling for a boy wayy to fast
4) Where were you when 2008 began?
Random ass party
5) Who were you with?
Elyssa and Matt C and random people
6) Where will you be when 2008 ends?
i was at a random ass party
7) Who will you be with when 2008 ends?
i was with Shawna, Danielle, Kaylen, Julia and a bunch of random ass people
8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2008?
nope
9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2009?
i have quite a few, but the most important is to be happy and not to freak out or let the little things get me down
10) Did you fall in love in 2008?
Nope. i for sure fell out of it though
11) If yes who?
n/a
12) If yes, do they know?
n/a
13) Are you still in love with them?
n/a
14) You regret it?
n/a.
15) Did you breakup in 2008?
nope
16) Did you make any new friends in 2008?
yes. a lot. i actually stopped hanging out with just matt and met some amazing people
17) Who are your favorite “new” friends?
zach. dont ask me why but i can tell him anything and he doesnt judge me and he genuinely cares about me like a brother
18) What was your favorite month of 2008?
November
19) Did you travel outside of america in 2008?
nope...
20) How many different states did you travel to in 2008?
NONE LAME
21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2008?
yes, matt.. but it seems that i might be getting hime back?
22) Did you miss anybody in the past year?
yes
23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2008?
The dark knight probably
24) What was your favorite song from 2008?
Damn thats tought.... Probably the new kings of leon?
25) What was your favorite record from 2008?
lots and lots.
26) How many concerts did you see in 2008?
Bamboozle Left and Warped tour so a lot
27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2008?
Seeing Paramore was awesome. and Jimmy Eat world. and Finch
28) Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2008?
way more than i ever have before
29) Did you do a lot of drugs in 2008?
more tha i have done before
30) Did you do anything out of character in 2008?
yes. a lot. i have changed a lot within the past few months
31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
no i try not to regret things that much
33) What was the worst lie you told someone in 2008?
i dont know
That i didnt miss someone when i really did?
34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2008?
yes, but i was treated very badly also
35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2008?
yes
36) How much money did you spend in 2008?
way more than i ever have since i have a job and i make my own money and i dont have to ask mommy
37) what was your proudest moment?
standing up for myself and realizing the person that i am
38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2008?
Falling off of a cooler in front of cassidy.
39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2008 and change something, what would it be?
a lot of the stuff that happened between me and matt. that sucked wayy bad
40) What are your plans for 2009?
to be happy and to do things for myself
41)What did you do in 2008 that you’d never done before?
a lot. i kinda figured out who i am
42)What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
a boy that loves me? boyfriend?
43)What date from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
June 25 i got my liscense! and December 22 i finally got my I WILL FIGHT tattoo
44)Did you suffer illness or injury?
yupp i randomly got the stomach flu and it would not go away
45) What was the best thing you bought?
these damn comfty pants and a ipod thing for my car
46) Whose behavior merited celebration?
i dont know
47) Whose behavior made you appalled and disappointed?
matt
48) What did you get really, really, really excited about?
my tattoo and getting my liscense
49) What song will always remind you of 2008?
finch: what it is to burn and Misery business paramore
50) Compared to this time last year, are you:
richer or poorer? poorer
51) What do you wish you’d done more of?
hang out with people
52) What do you wish you’d done less of?
being sad
53) What was your favorite tv program?
BONES, the office and gossip girl
54) Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
nope.
55) What was the best book you read?
all the sara dessen books, and redeeming love
56) what music did you discover?
a lot!
what did you want and get?
new friends
58) What did you want and not get?
a boyyyy haha no a camera.
59) What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
i had a party, which kinda sucked. and went out to dinner. i turned 19
60) What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
a camera ahaha
61) How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008?
jeans, tees, hoodies and beanies
62) What kept you sane?
Music and writing
63) Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Jim sturgess
64) Who do you miss?
eh matt sadly
65) Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008.
figure out what makes you happy
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